Thursday, December 6, 2012

.......AND THEN, GOD MET ME


Sitting  in  Silence
Delving deep
into the depths
of the 'Self '
Overcoming the shadows
of an overwelming Mind
Sense the long and
Out-stretched  'Arms'
of   Light;
a  reaction on this  side
sends the 'Self '
Floating silently across
Vacant space,
To meet mid-way
and,
Melt into a  Divine Embrace.......


____Neelam Sethi
        06.12.2012

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

AKKSAR, TUM.....


Akksar, tum mere Mann
ki dehleez par nazar aate  ho,

AKKSAR, TUM....

Akksar, tum mere Mann ke darwazon par
dastak karte hua sunayee diya karte ho,

Akksar,  tum mere Mann ke kamron-kinaaron mein
baase hu a, samaye hu a hote ho,

Aksar, tum mere Mann ke kore farsh par
rangolian bana daal te ho

Akksar, tum mere  Mann ki dewaron par
dhuleti  khel jate ho

Akksar, tum mere Mann ke galiyon se
mere Dil ki seema on  par aa bhaith te ho

Akksar, tum mere Dil  ki raah se 
meri  Rooh  dhoond  nikaal  te ho

Akksar, tum meri Rooh mein  
samma jate ho.....

CHOODIYAAN


 Kis kis ki kalaahiyan sajayen gi
yeh churiyan;
Rang birangi ,sindoori chamkili
yeh chudiyan;
Pyar ka sauda karwadeti hain
yeh chidiyan;
Suhaag ki nishaani, garv se pehenee jayein
yeh chudiyan;
Ek chand se pati ke liya humme sajjaye sawaarein
yeh chudiyan;
Rang birangi , sindoori sajjili
yeh chudiyan;
Kuch rupayon ki hon bhale, par hoti hain anmol
yeh chudiyan
Do Dilon ke milan ki nishani
yeh chudiyan.....
Prem se pehni jaye sada
yeh chudiyan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 28, 2012

LOVE n FAITH


You say that I broke your Heart

I say to you that You broke my Faith;

You will find others who'll mend Your Heart and love You

But where will I find a new God ..to install in the Shrine of 

my Heart....

Friday, October 26, 2012

WINTER TURN ON !!


  • What gives you a wintry '' turn on'' ?!

    What turns me on is
  • the slanting sun's rays
  • on chilly wintery days,

    smoke hanging heavily
  • in the thick air
  • capped, and muffled and mittened
  • in soft mohair

    sitting in a corner cozy
  • sipping delicious tea
  • warmed by a burner
  •  that turns the pale cheeks rosy

    attempting long walks
  • in the early biting dawn
  • and gaze at the trees
  • whose leaves are shorn

    stare at purple daisies
  • that with stand the cold bite
  • and optimistically look
  •  towards the sunny site

    viewing from my window
  • the glassy frost 
  • of green grassy ground 
  • swaying on the lounger
  •  pelting poetry 
  • of  joys which in Life abound......

  • _Neelam sethi27.10.2012.
     


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

YAAD....

YAAD....


Is pal pal ki yaad ki
koi toh dawaa hogi;

Jinhein bhulaye bhul payein-
aise koi dua toh hogi ?

Mann ke aaksash mein
kitne sitare tim timaye;

Magar uss sitare ki roshni
ke raaz ki koi baat toh zarroor hogi.....?

___neelam sethi.
     17.10.2012

INDIAN ROSE

                  













Monday, October 8, 2012

PERMANENT ADDRESS ..


  • My Soul spoke to me: ......of similarities and differences
                                            of sameness and polarities
                                            of ' you'ness and 'me'ness.......



      My Soul spoke to me:........of outer blind faith and inner trust,
                                            
                                           


     


  • Fortunately, all of us possess the same Permanent Address :

    House of the Lord-God,
    Luminous Lane,
    Street O' Self,
    State -Of Bliss,
    Nirvana Country,

    Pin-000 000

Friday, October 5, 2012

SUNEHRI YAADON KI GATHHDI....


Sunehri yaadon ki gathhdi
Sar par tikaaye hu a
Chali ja rahi----ek budiya

Kuch raaste the kuchhe- pucke
Kuch raste the purre pucke
Kuch raaste   seedhe se
Kuch raaste mudd te hu a
Kuch raaste chaddte se
Kuch raaste the uttatr hu a
In raaston ko sachaayi se
Naapti hu ee
Sunehri yaadon ki gathhdi
Sar par tikaaye hu a
Chali ja rahi-----ek budiya

Kabhi mausam ne jhunjhunati
Dhoop dikhlaayi
Toh  kabhi koylaayi  badalon ne
Sakoon bhari barish barsaayi
Kabhi hawaaon ne saath diya
Toh kabhi hawaaon ne mukkh mode liya
Lekin sab haalaaton ka
Saamna karti hu a
Sunehri yaadon ki gathhdi
Sar par tikkaaye hu a
Chali ja rahi----ek budiya

''Kaise kaise rishton ke bandhanon
Mein bhandhi hoon''---Sochti
Ja rahi thi----ek budiya
Kaun se the apne
Kaun the paraaye;
Mann hi mann in rishton ki
Silwatein sawaarti hu ee
Uljhane suljhati hu ee
Sunehri yaadon ki potli
Sar vpar sajaye hu a
Chali ja rahi----ek budiya

Ek vishram grah
Ek nadi ke kinaare
Kuch faasle par
Dikhlaayi diya
Uttaar potli  sar se
Baithh gayi---- woh  budiya
Kholi gathhdi  yaadon ki
Ek ek kar ke
Apne haath ki hattheli
Par parakhte  hu a
Bahaadi sabhi yaadein.....
Apne aap ko
Apne aap se 
Mukt  karti  hu a
Sunehri yaadon ke bhoj se
Halki ho kar 
Chalti gayi----ek budiya.......




__Neelam Sethi
    05.10.2012

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

BANAAMI.


BENAAMI.

Is benaami ka koi gum nahin;
gum toh hai sirf ek baat ka
ki jinke liye benaam huye,
aaj unka bhi koi naam nahin.....


Kuch der ke kirahedaar
ban kar aaye shaan aur shaukat hain;
aaj idhar toh kal gayab
is duniyan ki bheed mein....

Dil ki dehleej par
kudhaayi  roshni ki ek kiran
kuch shnn dikh laayi di;
lekin usse par karne  se 
pehle hi woh dhunla gayi.....

Is benaami ka koi gum nahin,
jinke liye benaam hua aaj unka bhi koi naam nahin.....
___Neelam S.
26.09.2012

Monday, September 24, 2012

DIL SE DIL TAK KA SAFAR...

( in dedication to my Master)





DIL SE DIL TAK KA SAFAR 

PALAKH JHAPAKTE HI TEH HO GAYA,

EK  PYAAR KE PAL MEIN... 


IS CHOTI SI, AUR SARAL SI

BAAT MANN MEIN  BAITHHA NA PAYA; 

SAINKADON TEREEKE AUR TAKNIKEIN 

AAZMATE HUA ZAMANA GUZZAR GAYA,


BAS MAIN APNE AAP KO 

AAINA BANA NA PAYA.....





__NEELAM  SETHI
  7-10-2012








''FROM self TO SELF.......''

FROM    self    TO    SELF.......

I  felt  your  fingertips on my cheek;
Was not that your acknowledgement  of me ?

I  felt your tingling upon my lip;
Was not that your affirmation for me ?

I felt your thoughts douched  my mind;
Was not that your sane self  in me ?

I  felt your Presence in my heart;
Was not that prayer enough for me ?

I felt your  glow envelop my soul;
Was  not that your encircling of me into yourself ?

I  felt my light within your Light
Was not that  a bit of  'me'  in  'all' of you.......?

___neelam sethi
     25-09-2012



Sunday, September 23, 2012

BLUE ROSE


BLUE    ROSE

There it grows
-in the Garden
through the Hand of Providence;
a flower so unique,
assembled in petals of soft silk;
-upright upon a dainty stem
-upright above a thorny bush
-upright and dolefully gazing 
with its upturned face
into Me,
and My azure Expansiveness

Blue Rose
let the Breezes of Tomorrow
tear you,
and blow you Upwards
into Me..................


__neelam sethi
   23.09.2012

Saturday, September 22, 2012

AT HIS DIVINE WISH.....

AT  HIS  DIVINE  WISH

Like a playful wave
I swing-
to and fro,
and up
and down,
sometimes in flood,
sometimes in ebb;
always foaming, 
at times bemoaning 
the loss of greater heights....

Creeping
ever so silently 
with a sweet rememberance
of His name
on the infringement of my frothy lips,
I rise to fall
upon
the silent shores, 
the silent floors of Love,
and
back into myself,
receeding--
back into my deep  Bosom.

The secret being that-
He controls
my whole activity;
He, who is my Truth :
my Treasure Trough
hidden in the depths
of my  very being---
and
At His Divine Wish
I rise 
and I fall....
to  emerge  and
to  submerge
day 
after
day................


___neelam sethi
     17.09.2012


Thursday, September 13, 2012

ENGLISH AT HEART-TRAVEL PIECE


Subject: 
English at Heart-travel piece






                                                                   English at Heart

Heathrow Airport, on a February Sunday evening has a cold greeting for me.I emerge from it's exit and make my way for the place of my stay in London for the following week  at Primrose Garden - a short walk from the famous Hampstead Heath which Keats,Shelley,and Oscar Wilde, among other renowned writers, frequented.

Hampstead Heath is a wonder place for a nature lover, it becomes almost impossible not to break out into free abandon on seeing so much  natural beauty, each turn of the head creates a picture -if you use your mind as a picture frame. It is a seven acre of open area -  an attractive moorland of open spaces, meadows and slopes and ponds. Part heath and part woodland, it stretches along a ridge in north London just four miles from Central London. It is a place that has been favored by literary artists  seeking rest and relaxation, for no artist or painter's heart can remain untouched by the splendorous beauty of the Heath - consisting shrubs and trees, steps and pathways, lakes and lanes, benches and bridges. Frequented in the late eighteenth century by Wordsworth and Coleridge and in early nineteenth century by Keats and Shelley the Heath is a literary '''mine'' into which the minds of these great English romantic poets dug and produced the most soul - stirring gems of  poetry of that Age. Keats writes - ''... if poetry comes not as naturally as the leaves to a tree, then it had better not come at all.'' He further writes ( in one of his letters to his brother George )- that he views the world as '' a vale of soul - making'' -anticipating the great Odes, that he would write some months later. No doubt he found his imagination taking flight when it was fed by the natural beauty of his surroundings. He later wrote - " I'm certain of nothing but the holiness of the heart's affections and the truth of Imagination. "
To his best friend Shelley he wrote "if  my Imagination is a monastery and I'm a monk ".
He writes elsewhere-''Beauty is truth , truth beauty... 
    English at Heart

Heathrow Airport, on a February Sunday evening has a cold greeting for me.I emerge from it's exit and make my way for the place of my stay in London for the following week  at Primrose Garden - a short walk from the famous Hampstead Heath which Keats,Shelley,and Oscar Wilde, among other renowned writers, frequented.

Hampstead Heath is a wonder place for a nature lover, it becomes almost impossible not to break out into free abandon on seeing so much  natural beauty, each turn of the head creates a picture -if you use your mind as a picture frame. It is a seven acre of open area -  an attractive moorland of open spaces, meadows and slopes and ponds. Part heath and part woodland, it stretches along a ridge in north London just four miles from Central London. It is a place that has been favored by literary artists  seeking rest and relaxation, for no artist or painter's heart can remain untouched by the splendorous beauty of the Heath - consisting shrubs and trees, steps and pathways, lakes and lanes, benches and bridges. Frequented in the late eighteenth century by Wordsworth and Coleridge and in early nineteenth century by Keats and Shelley the Heath is a literary '''mine'' into which the minds of these great English romantic poets dug and produced the most soul - stirring gems of  poetry of that Age. Keats writes - ''... if poetry comes not as naturally as the leaves to a tree, then it had better not come at all.'' He further writes ( in one of his letters to his brother George )- that he views the world as '' a vale of soul - making'' -anticipating the great Odes, that he would write some months later. No doubt he found his imagination taking flight when it was fed by the natural beauty of his surroundings. He later wrote - " I'm certain of nothing but the holiness of the heart's affections and the truth of Imagination. "
To his best friend Shelley he wrote "if  my Imagination is a monastery and I'm a monk ".
He writes elsewhere-''Beauty is truth , truth beauty... breakfast his attention was caught by the song of a nightingale and been drawn by it he sat below the blossom tree and penned those famous lines: ''My heart aches and a drowsy numbness pains My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk, Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains.....and liethwards has sunk...''
The Encyclopedia Britannica describes the poem ''Nightingale'' as one of the finest masterpieces of human work in all time. His closeness to nature and all its creatures is reflected in the inner intensity with which he wrote. 
At this very house also Keats wrote the beautiful poem-''Bright Star''- a love sonnet- lauding his 18year old love, Fanny. 
The tone of melonchly in his poems owes to the fact that while nursing his brother Tom he fell victim to tubercolosis and this was the reason why he left England and Fanny Brown for the warmer climes of Rome, where after a short spell of illness he passed away at the tender age of 25.He was much loved  by Shelley who mourned him in his elegy ''Adonis''.
Shelley wrote :
''He is made one with nature; there is heard His voice in all her music; from the moan of thunder to the song of night's sweet bird; He is a Presence to be felt and known....'' 
Darkness, disease and depression surrounded him and are reflected in works like ''The Eve of St. Agnes'' and ''La Belle Dame Sans Merci'' etc.
Spiritualism and love of nature go hand in hand  because nature is an experience which lead to intense personal expression. And, because of the effect nature has over man, often uplifting the emotions- it allows for a deep spiritual connection with itself. Wordsworth so poetically has put it-
''Nature never  did betray a heart that loved her.'' All poetic works which find their source in nature can be described as''art with a heart'' , thus turning poets into prophets...
On a personal level, experiencing nature for me is an integral part of the development and completeness of the soul. According to me, nature, because its beauty is awe-inspiring. has the capacity to teach love, joy, freedom and piety as these are characteristics for a worthy , developed individual.

For those who are ardent travelers who travel not just for travelling  sake,but who ''seek to find'' may take the tube to Hampstead or Belsize Park and be prepared to walk to the Keats House.There are numerous shops and restuarants along the way. The House is open daily from noon till 5 p.m., except
 for holidays and the admittance fee is GBP 3 and for children below 16yrs is free.There is no charge for entering the garden. From November to March the House is open from noon till 4 p.m..
Organised walks start at Hampstead tube at 1p.m.and the stroll takes you through old Hampstead,a visit to the Vale of Heath,dip into the Heath (the specific attraction are the three bathing pools-Men's pools and Women's pools that lie on the eastern edge of the Heath)-the swimming hours being seasona and age dependent. It is a trip worth checking out and costing about GBP 1-2.It is a 6-mile walk and this activity is organised and run by Keats House.
Website: www.keatshouse.cityoflondon.





Warm Regards,

JUNGLE SAFARI


            




       JUNGLE   SAFARI     (published in SPEAKING  TREE, MAY28, 2011)



During the Diwali holidays this year, we went for a sojourn to
the Jim Corbett Park, situated in northern India. We reached the
resort in the evening and went for a ‘nature walk’ to explore the
nearby area, which consisted of a village set amidst very picturesque
farms on the periphery of the dense jungle. We had an early dinner and
turned in because we were tired due to the day’s travelling. Also, we
had to be up early for the jumbo safari!
         As promised, the resort people gave us a guard-cum-guide who
took us to the place where we were to mount the elephant. She was
called Kalina. After all were aboard Kalina, we started moving slowly
towards the forest. Taking soft and sure steps she manoeuvered her way
into the thickness of the jungle. With silent, padded feet she walked
through tiny, dry ravines and the waist–high green grass. As she went
along she kept feeding herself. I think she used the safari to have
her breakfast!
              She took us into the jungle, deeper and deeper. From time to
time, the mahout told us to be quiet, in case Kalina got wind of a
tiger’s presence. But no such luck. We were lucky enough to see many
deer; they were so endearing as they gazed at us in an innocent and
enquiring manner in a clearing in the woods. It was so picturesque. We
spotted some Sambar stags also. The swaying movement of the elephant
and the silence of the jungle had a really soothing effect on the
mind. As we went further into the jungle the only sounds we could hear
were the swishing of the grass as Kalina padded through it and the
dewdrops that fell softly from the leaves. There was dead silence and it was accompanied by such a soothing
serenity. The mind then wandered into the deep and quiet recesses of
itself, and somewhere along the way the thought came that we too carry
jungles within ourselves – jungles of our thoughts. Our '' mind'' jungles have
patches of clearing where happy thoughts dance like the sunlight
dances on trees and leaves. They too have those dark corners and
ominous caverns where violent and angry, hateful and selfish thoughts
lurk around sometimes. Just as we become alert there amidst the wild,
in case of facing a dangerous animal, so too in life we must become
alert and cautious as soon as such menacing thoughts enter our mind, which can
have far-reaching, negative repercussions.
                  The jungle ride on the sweet-tempered Kalina turned out to
be a meditative experience for me. This was something I least
expected, as initially I was scared to ride an elephant and go into
the deep woods. It taught me life’s simple lesson: no matter how
crowded our mind may become with strongly negative and dark thoughts
at times, we must slowly, softly and surely wind our way out of it
all, just as Kalina had done so staidly. We too can be mental giants and
retain gentleness and calmness, like Kalina, huge in size, but
possessing desirable qualities - silent, obedient, fearless and
focused on the path in the forest. The path in the forest seemed so
symbolic of the  Path of Life, which safely leads us out of
this worldly jungle, where cut-throat behaviour, petty politicking,
and one-upmanship are the predators we must guard against. Besides
this, just as the jungle path took us into the heart of the forest,
our path (marg) also takes us into our deepest, utmost ‘being’ where
we learn inner stillness and calm.
                We came back to the starting point and alighted from Kalina
with a feeling of great contentment. I, for one, had fallen totally in
love with her. We clicked pictures of her with her mahout. As we drove
away from there we made sure we tipped Kalina’s owner and asked him to
buy as many sugarcane sticks as he could for her.
                 It sure had been a
wonderful ride and she deserved to be rewarded!

Neelam Sethi .
Gurgaon